Saturday, January 16, 2010

Old but I still love this

Broken Illusion

How can you love,
What you cannot hold.
I am just am illusion,
Hollow and cold.


To love would take courage,
And I'm not that bold.
I don't have a heart,
It's already been sold.


I'm not a little child,
Not something you can mold.
I will not shut-up,
And just do what I've been told!


I cant bluff any longer,
I am finally ready to fold.
I am tired of pretending,
The deception is getting old.


I'm just an illusion,
That you will never hold."

Im ok

I'm putting away the past,
that season's at it's end.


No longer alone,
I've finally found a friend.



No more self pitty,
blurring my sight.


No longer following path's
that I know just aren't right.



Now it takes time,
for battle scars to heel.


But I will be ok,
cause I'm not affraid to feel."

Abandoned

Do the thoughts
of how you've wronged me
ever cross your mind?


Do you ever wonder
what you've left behind.



Without hesitation
you said you had to go.


While standing
there beside me
I didn't even know.



You didn't want a family
and never said why.


I thought that
you would miss me
but that was just a lie.



I stayed awake
waiting by the phone.


It never rang
not even once
so I sat in the quiet alone.



Twelve long years
have passed me bye,
Missing you less each day.


Now I know you had to go
You can't love anyway."